Long time no see

It's been a while since i last post somthing, but since its the holidays and i have nothing better to do, why not :)

I've realised long posts are tiring and boring, so from now on i'll keep everything short simple dan padat. for a more casual feel bahasa akan campur2 hahaha. and of course the occasional "haha" :D

i love smileys :D :)  -_- :p    works better on bbm or chatting services but ohh well.

its the holidays again, but this time different from previous ones. ive finished my time in KYUEM, and truthfully, i miss the place so much. the experience i gained there means so much to me, the friends i made i am so grateful. they are people i would forever like to be friends with. to be honest i wouldnt have wanted to stay any longer than i did, two years is enough, but still, when it all ended, u still cant help feeling sad and a bit empty. practically my whole two years i spent my days waking up in my small room, going to classes, having meals in the dh, playing sports in the evening, hanging out outside chalets at night, and going to bed in that same room. its been such a routine, a routine which i enjoyed so much, that now its ended, it just feels so weird and funny. but i guess this is the case with all changes. nothing last forever, and once something becomes different, a part of you will always miss it. the only thing to do now is to look forward, pray for my results, and hopefully start a new chapter with everyone again :) like my best friend said, you cant move forward if youre scared of changes and keep on clinging to the past (soemthing like that).

so much for not writing something long hahahaha. this feels nice, writing. nampak nya my nex few months penuh dgn tulisan ahaha.

- to be truly happy, first be happy with yourself. stop pitying urself or ur situation everytime things dont go your way. look for the best in everything, even in the worst of scenarios.

flower flower bunga bunga

"Life is a flower
So precious in your hand
Carry on smiling
And the world will smile with you"

-Life is a Flower, Ace of Base

so appreciate it, and dont let small stuff hinder the fun you could have. senyum nampak gigi :) :D


the only thing i regret is i couldnt mantain and protect what we had. but i tried my best.

n also sy menyesal x bljr test mechanics adui. this i didnt try my best. shhiit


how can something seem so right, yet feel very wrong?

wohh powerful words.

random

byk benda terfikir hari nie.







panda dan polar bear sgt cute. polar bear rasanya klu kasi hitam mata, telinga, tgn dan kaki blh jadi panda sudah.






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sy sgt kuat mkn. sy lapar skrg, so biar la sy tulis bbrp baris tentang mknan. makanan bukan sahaja penting untuk meneruskan hidup, malah membantu di kala tiada mood. setiap kali mkn sy mesti mkn byk2. alang2 menyeluk pekasam biar sampai hujung lengan. lain kali klu jumpa org order mknan byk2 di kedai mamak atau kedai cina, ucapkan hi kemungkinan besar itu sy.



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True Friendship

Have you ever wondered what the real essence of the saying "A Friend in Need is a Friend Indeed" is? People talk about the true value of friendship actually without knowing what it stands for. True friendship is the one, in which the individuals do not have to maintain formalities with each other. Sharing true friendship is the situation, when the person you are talking about is counted as one among your family members, when the relation you share with him/her reaches a stage that even if you don't correspond for sometime, your friendship remains unscathed. Best friends need not meet up often to make sure that the friendship remains constant.

The trust between best friends is such that if one friend falls in trouble, the other will not think twice to help. If the bond between two friends is strong, true friends can endure even long distances. For them, geographical separation is just a part of life. It would not affect their friendship. They make it a point to stay in touch, even in the verge of being exhausted due to the drudgery of everyday life. True friendship never fades away. In fact, it grows better with time. True friendship thrives on trust, inspiration and comfort. Best friends come to know, when the other person is in trouble, merely by listening to their "Hello" over the phone. They can even understand each other's silence.

True friends don't desert each other when one is facing trouble. They would face it together and support each other, even if it is against the interests of the other person. Best friends don't analyze each other; they don't have to do so. They accept each other with their positive and negative qualities. Nothing is hidden between true friends. They know each other's strengths as well as weaknesses. One would not overpower the other. They would respect each other's individuality. In fact, they would understand the similarities and respect the differences. Best friends don't stand any outsider commenting or criticizing their friendship and they can put up a very firm resistance, if anyone does so.

True friends are not opportunists. They don't help, because they have something to gain out of it. True friendship is marked by selflessness. Best friends support even each other, even if the whole world opposes them. It is not easy getting true friends for the lifetime. If you have even one true friend, consider yourself blessed. Remember, all best friends are friends, but not all friends can be best friends. In this world of cynics and back stabbers, there are still some people who are worth being friends with. They have to be recognized and respected for being best friends, for the lifetime.


confirm bukan sy yg tulis. sy copy paste dr website, thank u and sorry to author. mau baca baca, x mau baca, o0o nenek kamu bulat. sama jg kamu x baca bkn nampak apa sy tulis sini. x ba main2 saja.


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dlm bbrp minggu fikiran mcm bercelaru. sentiasa mencari attention/affection/kasih syg drpd family, friends, semua la. especially friends. dpm proses semua nie, sendiri lupa akan responsibilties diri. kwn pegi jauh sibuk belajar, kita sakit hati, tuduh kwn lupa kita. tp sebenarnya siapa yg not being a good friend. kadang2 kena memahami jg keadaan kwn. ok x payah explain panjang.


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terfikir kadang2, handsome ka klu rambut mcm super junior? kadang2 mau try jg. rambut sama style dr darjah 6. kasian ketinggalan zaman.



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girls generation agak cute. rupanya ini la yg kazen sy gila kan selama nie. hebat. pilihan tepat. lepas nie mau try drama korea. ka jepun ka apa2. pelajar perempuan class sy dulu yg fanatik. kita kena open dgn benda baru. lgpun sy cina, mungkin moyang sy pernah bersaudara atau berkwn dgn moyang2 korea. kena la support.


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agak byk buah fikiran sy hari nie. bgs. terfikir benda baru. knp buah digunakan describe byk benda. buah fikiran, buah hati, buah dada. nnt check kamus.


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sy sentiasa di sini. x pernah berganjak pun. sy x pernah ingin menjadi yg pertama dlm hidup kamu, cukup sekadar ada. yg terakhir pun x kisah, kadang2 best jg. cuma itu la. bila semua nya going well maybe u wouldnt see. tp sy serious bila ckp sy x akan pergi. so bila kamu rasa down, atau alone. jgn. sy dan org lain ada. :) ok ini bukan fikiran sudah, mcm perasaan. bgs stop nnt ter meluah feeling.


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orait blh berhenti baca tiada apa2 suda. good nite semua.

ok tahniah kepada england hari nie x bullshit mcm hari2 yg lain.

ada orang kata, kawan x blh sakit hati dgn kawan. mungkin kamu berkwn dgn org mcm robot, tiada hati dan perasaan?

ada kwn ckp, x blh marah kwn lama2, mesti saling memaafkan. bukan setiap org sama, mungkin ada yg dilahirkan x sepemaaf(???) kamu? lg2 apabila tiada permintaan maaf.

ok sempena permulaan yg baru, dan title blog yg baru, terima la.






personal favourite gambar number 3. penguin haiwan yg gumuk2 belaka.