It's been a while since i last post somthing, but since its the holidays and i have nothing better to do, why not :)
I've realised long posts are tiring and boring, so from now on i'll keep everything short simple dan padat. for a more casual feel bahasa akan campur2 hahaha. and of course the occasional "haha" :D
i love smileys :D :) -_- :p works better on bbm or chatting services but ohh well.
its the holidays again, but this time different from previous ones. ive finished my time in KYUEM, and truthfully, i miss the place so much. the experience i gained there means so much to me, the friends i made i am so grateful. they are people i would forever like to be friends with. to be honest i wouldnt have wanted to stay any longer than i did, two years is enough, but still, when it all ended, u still cant help feeling sad and a bit empty. practically my whole two years i spent my days waking up in my small room, going to classes, having meals in the dh, playing sports in the evening, hanging out outside chalets at night, and going to bed in that same room. its been such a routine, a routine which i enjoyed so much, that now its ended, it just feels so weird and funny. but i guess this is the case with all changes. nothing last forever, and once something becomes different, a part of you will always miss it. the only thing to do now is to look forward, pray for my results, and hopefully start a new chapter with everyone again :) like my best friend said, you cant move forward if youre scared of changes and keep on clinging to the past (soemthing like that).
so much for not writing something long hahahaha. this feels nice, writing. nampak nya my nex few months penuh dgn tulisan ahaha.
- to be truly happy, first be happy with yourself. stop pitying urself or ur situation everytime things dont go your way. look for the best in everything, even in the worst of scenarios.